I think I've met someone I'm actually falling for, and I hate the feeling. He actually makes me go mad, and now isn't the right time to pine over someone. Not with university just around the corner, not with me moving a few hundred kilometres away, not with summer coming, and us leaving for a little while, not during the same period. I act weird when it comes to him. I overthink my text messages and my snapchats. I think I'm annoying when I send 2 text messages in a row. I usually like being annoying to my friends. It's part of who I am.
Yep, definitely going mad. I sometimes can't recognize myself as of lately. The way I think, it's not me. Is that what falling for someone is? If it is, I am so happy I've never fallen in love before. I just feel like I'm being played with by this guy. What is wrong with me?
I feel like this post isn't even coherent!
Think I'm gonna leave like this.
Wouldn't want to go mental over this, do I.
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